
Coming out is always hard. Leaving Timber Creek, the trail steeply climbs the back of the ridge with few switchbacks. The ground is baked clay. What little shade is found under the twisted branches of junipers and pinion pines. I pant hard and slow down. I’m not use to the altitude or carrying a pack. “One foot in front of another,” I tell myself, over and over again until the trail reaches the crest. Occasionally I pause and gaze at the red cliffs to my left, sticking out like fingers and rising upward of 3000 feet above Timber Creek. 3000 feet of sheer red rock; the sight is even more breath-taking than the climb. Finally the path levels out; I pick up my stride, cross a small saddle and scramble up one last short climb up to the parking lot at Lee’s Pass. T. is waiting, sitting on the curb by the truck.
John Doyle Lee, from whom the pass is named, lived in the small community of New Harmony, nestled up on the east side of the Pine Valley Mountains with full view of Kolob fingers. In 1857, as the head of the Mormon militia, he guided an attack by Mormons and Paiutes on the Fancher Party, a wagon train traveling from Arkansas to California. They were attacked at Mountain Meadows, on the west side of the Pine Valleys. The wagon train, thinking they’d been attacked by hostile Indians, held the attackers at bay for several days. At this time, Lee rode in under a white flag and offered to broker a truce. Running low on ammunition, the party agreed to be taken into custody of the Mormons who promised they would safely lead them back to Cedar City. Having surrendering their guns to the Mormon militia, every man, woman and child in the party over the age of six were killed. It’s estimated that 120 died in the bloodiest massacre of “white settlers” in the American West. For twenty years, Lee laid low. Whenever the heat was close to him, he’d leave his wives in New Harmony, cross over this pass and head to safety in the Virgin River Country. Later he operated at ferry on the Colorado River, at another spot that bears his name. Although he’d certainly had not acted alone and many think he was taking orders from his adopted father, Brigham Young, Lee became the scapegoat for the crime. In 1877, twenty years later and on the spot of the massacre, Lee became the only man punished for the murders, executed by firing squad while sitting on his casket.



According to Mormon mythology, Kolob means “the first creation,” and is also the name of the planet nearest to the celestial, or the home of God the Father. These ancient yet magnificent cliffs could easily be God’s first act in creation and if I believed that the divine had only one place to dwell, I would think a place such as this would be tempting. Once when hiking out of the canyon alone, I heard what sounded like a rifle shot. I turned around to see a small section of rocks crack and give way from the top and fall below, creating a huge dust cloud that took fifteen minutes to clear. It was amazing to experience such power and a reminder that although the rocks seem to be eternal, they are constantly changing.
As we head out of the canyon, we stop at the knoll between LaVerkin and Timber Creeks, taking a last look into the canyon where we’d spent the night. I sit my pack up against a rock and sit down and lean back. This has always been my favorite recliner. T hasn’t been talking much this trip. But he seems glad that I asked him to join me. Sitting downwind, he lights up a cigarette. I fall asleep and am awakened a bit later as he’s shouldering his pack on. “I’ll meet you back at the truck,” he says, and heads off. A few minutes later I follow, knowing he’s got his own path to travel and can’t always stay behind in my footsteps.

"if I believed that the divine had only one place to dwell, I would think a place such as this would be tempting." Haven't we all seen places like that? The last one I saw was from a helicopter in Kauai, a narrow valley so steep and so green, with a waterfall so high as to take my breath away.
ReplyDeleteI love reading your stories, Sage.
I think Lee was excommunicated from the church after the massecre and then later after his execution, was reinstated. The part of the Grand Canyon is a great place to get lost if avoiding the law.
ReplyDeleteI love hiking in the desert southwest! Great story.
Kenju, probably next week I'll get up another post on another hike that will feature a waterfall, falling down into a slot canyon and I even have pics
ReplyDeleteEd, I don't remember the exact timeline, but I think you're right. Most people who have studied the tragedy think Lee was only a scapegoat. I haven't read the recent study put out by LDS Church historians at BYU, they may have a different opinion. In the last few years there's been 4 books on the event.
For some reason, I forgot to post the picture of the Kolob arch!
Sounds like a great backpacking hike. Great pictures though I noticed as you mentioned above that you didn't post the Arch. I love your storytelling. Thanks.
ReplyDeleteSage you sure do get to see some pretty parts of the country! I would love to see what you see. Great pics btw. The color is really good for the sun to be so bright.
ReplyDeleteAs I've said before you must be in pretty good shape to do all that hiking....I just wished I didn't have to fly halfway across the country to see something like that!
So, Deanna, did you mean halfway across the country to see that landscape? Or, halfway across the country to see that Sage is in pretty good shape? (Sorry, M(urf)! wasn't here to ask, so I had to fill in for her.)
ReplyDeleteThanks, Kevin or perhaps I should call you my alter ego. I know I would fly halfway across the country (or drive halfway across the state...same thing) to get an eyeful of Sage. :-)
ReplyDeleteSage - As usual, and as everyone has pointed out before me, great story but no one has mentioned the part that stood out for me (and which I pondered after reading this for the first time last night) which is what you said at the end about T. I hope you often say that kind of thing to him in person and invite him with you on more trips. I say that because I mean it and not because I hope T takes another topless picture of you. ;-) By the way, today is your last official day as Meat of the Week. Enjoy it!
By the way...just how much were you going to remove clothing-wise in order save your hat? I'm asking this out of the goodness of my heart for all your female fans. *insert famous angelic look here*
ReplyDeleteTim and all, I have posted the pic of the Arch
ReplyDeleteDeana, all parts of the country have some nice sections, it's just that desert mts are most interesting to me!
Kevin, does this mean I'm now going to have to watch out for both you and Murf?
Murf, it's always harder to say things in person... I'd done whatever it took to get my hat back and not to have wet clothes to hike in.
It's only the first time that's hard. How about in an email to him then?
ReplyDeleteDoes T realize how close he came to seeing his father nekid? :-)
What a fabulous adventure! Thanks for sharing! c",)
ReplyDeleteWhat a beautifully captured experience. I hope I'm lucky enough to have such times with my son when he's old enough.
ReplyDeleteOur geography isn't nearly so dramatic, but the big green ravine a couple of blocks away from our house should be a great place to start.
Truly beautiful Sage
ReplyDeleteHow you wove history with your own personal story
And yes every child has to follow his own path
It's too bad that if you showed him pictures of damaged lungs, he would shrug them off as never going to happen to him
I love seeing these pictures! My husband and I love camping. It gives us a sense of awe at our Creator God. Thanks for sharing.
ReplyDeletebrilliant. and horrible mormon story.
ReplyDeletei love your tales.
i've been there. zion. didn't see it all up as close as you though but always wish i had. lovely lovely place which needs exploring.
I'm sure your son was amused when you had to go running and diving after it, Sage. I'm amazed he could hike a strenuous trail like this while smoking a number of cigarettes. Some people would have passed right out from anoxia.
ReplyDeleteMichele sent me over on this drizzly cold NC morning.